Nervous

This week is a week I should really just let the universe and higher beings take over and do their job, but since I am a natural born planner, it is really difficult for me to sit back and let that happen.

We find out the status of my mom's test results and I have been emitting positive thoughts and sending out as many prayers as I can when I have a spare moment of thinking. I'm a stay at home mom, so there's been PLENTY of spare moments of thinking. I hope my thoughts have helped out.

I also found out that the job I interviewed for is in the middle of their departmental review for their second round of interviews. I would be oh so flattered if I qualified to round 2. As I've told several people, if it doesn't work out, then it doesn't work out and I have a full plate already. But if it does...

Joel and I decided this past weekend that we are going to build a house. What?! Yes, we are in talks with a builder. We'll find out this week if he's willing to work with our picky design senses and give us the wood floors we want, along with specific wood trim, bronzed oil knobs, mirrors and no boob lights.

And finally, each moment and each movement is closer to having Freddie here. Today marks the time equivalence that I went into labor with Sophia, so let's do this. Today. Come on Freddie. I'm ready to see that sweet face of yours.

So needless to say, this week could bring a lot of life changing decisions and events. I just need to sit back and let that happen and go with the flow.

Oh I hope Sophia doesn't get my planning genes.